Hey World :)
i am so tired.. i've only had 10hrs sleep in last 48hrs...
WOOO
Ok.. so i will admit it...
seeing all these Yr 12 statuses and end of year pictures.. actually makes me smile.. i actually miss it.
i miss the moments in which everything was so stressful yet together collectivity we stuck it out and finished the year with joy and as a team.. a team of students ready to take on whatever the world would throw at us!!!
1 year later here i am... hahah fighting Assignments, tests and soon to be exams... in my final strive to gun it home before the holidays..
Uni is definitely a different place.. the work is different, the people are different and so is life in general.
Dont get me wrong tho.. cos i absolutely love it hahah i just so tired due to all the work!
so here is my nightly vent/quotable thoughts
Today upon arriving at Richmond station.. the passengers waiting to board the train seemed to be crowding hte platform more then usual...
as i tried to exit the train the people wanting to get one stood (without movement) literally 20cm from the door and in groups of 25
i have to PUSH my way through people and force my shoulders through endless SHOULDER HUGS as i had no choice but to get snugly as i pushed past them...
Wouldnt it make sense if they all worked toegether...?? (they are all thinking and wanting the same thing anyways)
Moved out of the way (made room for exiting passengers)
then coordinately boarded the train?
this would allow them to get on quicker and problem with more passengers and with a bit more safety
Quote: "If people worked as a team for a common cause, an individuals path would be simpler"
Scripture for the night
Phillipians 4:6
Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God.
Ok.. so yes i have been a bit stressed lately.. but i must remember that our God can take control, can provide and can bring peace.. if only we present this very request to the Lord God Almighty..
to long we fight things in our own power.. but we can fix this by using the greater!
I will now leave with a smile as i have committed my test (tomoz) to the Lord :) he will provide
Night.
Missed you at YA tonight. 'Twas great though and maybe we'll see you dressed up for next week... Yeah?
ReplyDeleteHehehehe! :)
Honestly, right now I cannot see how you can miss what I'm going through with year 12 and all. Sometimes I look at how big the world is and how even bigger God is and lose faith in what I'm doing in school. How small is year 12 compared to the rest of life?
If I think about it along those lines, it's disheartening. BUT maybe when you see your tests and assignments and see how overwhelming and stressful they are, perhaps you could look to God who is even GREATER and MORE POWERFUL and then NOTHING can stop you from defeating those battles.
I love your final line "I will now leave with a smile as i have committed my test (tomoz) to the Lord :) he will provide," Amen! Now sleep with a smile also. And sleep well.
It not so much I miss the stressing it more the adrenaline and sense of a common goal. I have seen my friends (current) yr 12s pictures of their last days and I just reminded by the sense of joy n smiles I had through the same time.
ReplyDeleteThanks :)
Btw. I have always relied on God and he has rewarded me m provided me with things I couldn't see possible in my reality.
I'm off to bed night
All best 4 u as u gun it home in next few weeks, u'll do amazing